Sharon

Sharon. I can't even remember her last name. All that I can remember is that We/I bullied her. I think I must have been about 8 or so and she tried to be a part of our little clique. But being childish like we were then we didn't want her to be a part of it. We didn't have a reason we just didn't like her. It's especially horrible. I was just on facebook and I typed in 'Sharon'. I tried to find her because after nine years I still feel terribly guilty. I just want to say 'sorry'.

I think that everyone must have something like that in their life. Something that they're really not proud about. It's just there in the back of your mind. You forget about it. But it's always there reminding you.

I've had enough of that... For some unknown reason I seem to be especially reflective at the moment. It must be because of the dark unknown that is next year. Since I really don't want to have to make a decision and I really don't want to look forward then I stuck looking back. It's very frustrating but here I am. Staring back into year 4. I wish that there was something that I could do. Maybe she'll stumble upon this blog? Maybe she'll accept my apology? Or maybe not?

3 GOOD THINGS
*Cheesecake... it tasted great...
*My mother. I was a total bitch yet she still loves me for some unknown reason. But in my defense my knee was making me want to cry... Speaking of it seems to have stopped hurting although that may be because of the ridiculous amount of pain killers she gave me... Oh my mother; promoting the use of prescription drugs!
*My road was closed because of a gas leak... But we all know what 'gas leak' is code for. Paranormal activity. That means that the cops are trying to detain someone with paranormal gifts.. I really don't think that's very nice... Although it could also be a murder which makes me terrified to be on my street. It was definitely someone with crazy telekinesis skills!