Lost - Katy Perry

I told a lie. I feel bad about it. More than that I feel like I'm about 6 years old. Children seem to be the only ones who actually feel remorseful about lying. Adults only ever feel remorseful about the consequences of lying (that could so be the name of a movie...) Perhaps that's yet another indicator that I'm still a child.

I'm still lost. I don't know where I'm going and I don't know who I am. Despite all of this uncertainty there is one thing that keeps me charging on. The knowledge that life isn't about the destination. It's all about the ride. At this point I'm forced to think about the t shirt which one of the mates wore on the Spirit 'the destination is the journey'. It was corny, it was cliched but it was true.

Perhaps I'll just have to accept that I'll stay lost for a while longer.